On the day of resurrection, no one was more astonished than the
atheist.
He woke from nothing into an utter darkness and had quickly
established that he was confined within a small, damp-smelling box. That realisation had induced sheer
panic and he found himself screaming uncontrollably. He kicked and punched and trashed about and then, with a
sense of elation, felt the wooden walls fall away. The solid, six feet of earth above him parted with ease - it
was almost as though he were swimming through it. Without any real effort, his head burst into bright sunshine,
hurting his eyes as he breathed deeply of the warm, clean air.
The churchyard scene reminded the atheist of Stanley Spencer's
Cookham Resurrection. Bewildered
men, women and children leaned or sat upon their own headstones. Some wept with joy hugging loved ones
whilst others knelt besides their open graves thanking God for granting them
eternal life.
At first, the atheist could do nothing but stare with
incredulous wonder but soon his observant, questing mind began to take notice
of detail. There were perhaps
three hundred people in the meagre village graveyard. Others were emerging, mole-like, all
around and he realised that no one appeared to be more than in their early
thirties. Including himself. Yet he distinctly remembered his eightieth birthday. He saw also,
that everyone's burial clothes were in a pristine condition despite many having
been dead for hundreds of years.
As he watched the jubilation, he began to feel a sense of
loneliness. The atheist had never married, had no children, few friends,
preferring always to be the solitary scholar. His previous life, the atheist now considered, had been lived
selfishly. A sedentary existence,
lived only for self gratification, shunning others and lacking in so much that
constituted being fully human.
Now, here at the resurrection, surrounded by long lost loves, reunited,
his aloneness pained him.
To his right he heard the gentle sobbing of a woman. She wore a
delicate white Empire Line dress with matching Mop Cap and had clearly lived
over two hundred years before himself.
The atheist stood before her. He held her long, warm hands and
gazed into her depthless, timeless eyes. This simple human contact electrified
him. She smiled and he fell in
love. His pure heart pumped love through his perfect veins as his imagination
soared on wings of possibility.
Suddenly, the sky cracked and split asunder. The atheist looked up and stared into
the awful face of God.
Graham Attenborough (2014)
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